PART 07 — 01/11 — ENGLISH

CHRIST LIFE REVIVAL — My Life Testimony

Three Years of Tearful Prayer — My Circumstances Before Marriage

Marriage was not something that came easily in my life.

The responsibility of caring for my mother affected not only my working life but also my prospects for marriage.

In some of the marriage proposals I received, I faced situations where people wanted my employment but were unwilling to accept responsibility for my elderly mother.

Only my Creator knows how much pain I carried in my heart at that time.

For three years, I prayed to God with tears for a good life partner.

Before my marriage, there were even times when tears came to my eyes as someone in a neighboring home was cooking meat.

At such times, I would look up toward the sky and pray:

“Father! Please remember me!”

Only the Creator who made me knows the pain in those words and the anguish behind those tears.

I lived through that sorrow, continuing to pray in God's presence.

Bible references shown on the poster: James 1:3–4 | Romans 5:3–4

Poster 1-A — My Wife, Who Decided She Would Marry Me

My wife also faced struggles in the process of marrying me.

Because of certain incidents, circumstances arose in which people did not want me to be the one she married.

Even so, my wife did not change her decision.

Her words were:

“If I marry, I will marry him. Otherwise, I will remain unmarried, even if it means living as a nun.”

That decision of hers led to our marriage.

In this, I saw God's strong purpose.

Although I faced rejection, I believe God brought into my life someone who wanted me as her life partner.

This remains an unforgettable, precious memory in my life.

“Are there really people who can love me this much?”

That was a moment of wonder for me!

I regard my wife as God's answer to the three years I spent praying with tears.

“You must come to my home with only the clothes you are wearing. I expect nothing more from you — for as long as our journey through life lasts.”

True to those words, up to October 12, 2026, I neither expected nor asked for anything from her family. My God is abundant in provision.

Remembering the commitment I made, I believe He continues to lead me forward along the path He has ordained and shaped.

CHRIST MUST LIVE IN US • OUR SELF MUST DIE